Shit.
Kahit kelan talaga hindi nabibigo ang mga exam na pagmukhain akong tanga sa harap ng answer sheet ko at ng questionnaire. Kumusta naman kasi ang mga linear resistive network, ang base-junction transistor at ang zener diode na hindi ko alam kung paano gumagana.
Sabi na nga ba eh, nauto ako ni Becca (ung multong pumapatay sa Pamahiin). Hindi na nga ako nag-aral kagabi para lang sa maayos na tulog, tumunganga pa ko nang halos dalawang oras sa harap ng TV para lang mauto nang isang gawa-gawang karakter.... Argh! Ano ngayon ang napala ko? Wala... Hahaha... Kasalanan to ng mga gumagawa ng horror films..
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Sige na nga..... Hindi ko na sisisihin si Becca.. Hindi naman talaga kasi 'ko nag-aral eh.
Urine Sample #24: Pangitain
7/30/06
Posted by Cai at 30.7.06 1 comments
Urine Sample #23: ANONIMO
7/17/06
Nakakapagod
Isang multo sa gabi...
Gumagala
Kaluluwang walang patutunguhan
Mukhang walang pangalan
Pusong walang pitlag
Dugong hindi dumadaloy
Anonimo..
Walang tatak
Walang bakas
Walang kasayasayan
Posted by Cai at 17.7.06 0 comments
Urine Sample #22: Of Guns and Pens
7/16/06
"Dethrone the King!"
The mob sings
With calloused arm-barricade
Bodies and principles laid
"Bloodshed!"
Grievances unheed
Writers, leaders, activists
Slaughtered
"Revolution!"
Stop present regime's opression
Break silence and fear
Fight for our land dear
Posted by Cai at 16.7.06 0 comments
Urine Sample #21: The Itsy Bitsy Spider
7/14/06
The itsy, bitsy spider, climbed up the water spout.
Down came the rain and washed the spider out.
Out came the sun and dried up all the rain,
So the itsy, bitsy spider went up the spout again.
Sarap talaga matulog lang kapag umuulan, ung tipong may malambot na kutson, madaming unan at madulas na kumot.. *yawn* ^-^ Sarap magkulong lang sa loob ng bahay... Natutulog, kumakain, naglalaro, at nanonood.
The itsy, bitsy spider, climbed up the water spout.
Pero nakakalungkot lang kasi tuwing bumabagyo at tila pabor sa mga kachorvahan ko ang panahon, maraming bayan naman ang lubog sa baha at naghihirap sa kalamidad. Ang malupit pa nyan, ang dami daming namamatay dahil sa landslide.
Kagabi nanood ako ng Magpakailanman sa GMA7. Featured story nila ung kay Irene at Aling Irenea na both survivors sa landslide na naganap sa St. Bernard, Leyte. That was Feb16. Bago lang.
Sobrang kinilabutan ako.. Isang buong barangay ang natabunan ng lupa... Isang buong barangay. Hindi na nga makilala ang mga lugar sa barangay na un tulad nung elementary school nila. Madami daw estudyante dun. May parada kasi ung Women's League nila dun. Selebrasyon. Hayyy.. Kawawa ung mga batang naipit sa paaralan.
Down came the rain and washed the spider out.
Si Aling Irenea, pitong apo ang nawala sa kanya, dalawang biyenan at dalawang anak. Ang dami nun... Labing isang buhay... Tsk tsk... Si Irene naman, nawalan ng dalawang kapatid, ang kanyang ama at ang baby nya na mahigit isang linggo palang. Bunsong kapatid na lang ang natira sa kanya..
Grave.
Naging instant sementeryo ang barangay nila.. Nakakapanglumo.. Ganun kabilis lang nawalan ng buhay ang libo libong mga tao...
At ang may sala? Illegal logging..
Mga p******** nang lahat ng mga illegal loggers at lalong lalo na nag pinakamataas na namamahala dito... Matusta nawa sya sa impyerno..
Hindi ba pwedeng maiwasan ang mga kalamidad at pagkalagas ng buhay?
Out came the sun and dried up all the rain,
Mabuti na lang may mga survivors pa rin. Sabi nga ni Aling Irenea, makakapag-move on din sya. Wala naman syang ibang magagawa... Hindi na mababalik ang mga mahal nya sa buhay...
Posted by Cai at 14.7.06 1 comments
Urine Sample #20: I'm not dying
7/10/06
Been diagnosed to have renal parenchrymal disease with my right kidney already diffused. That was more than two years ago.
And this morning, I went to a doctor. Pain has killed me the night before...
DOC: I need your past lab results before I conclude, and before we undergo another ultrasound test.. We're not sure about it, but the thing I dread is that both of your kidneys are already damaged..
CAI: *silent hill*
DOC: But you can live with one kidney, don't worry...
Whatttaaaaaaaaaaffffffffff!!!!
Posted by Cai at 10.7.06 1 comments
Urine Sample #19: ME1
7/7/06
Kakatapos lang nang ME sa CS150
ME Specs: Short Code Arithmetic
Language: Visual Basic
Kumusta naman? Siguro mga apat o lima nalang kaming natira sa lab na hindi pa natatapos.. Argh.. Nakakainis... Nakakapressure... Ung tipong alam mong dapat gumagana ung ginawa mo dahil tama naman talaga... Pero pag-i-ra-run mo na.. makakakita ka ng ArithmeticOverFlow na iisipin mo kung saan nanggaling...
At matapos ang isang daang libong taon, problema lang pala sa indexing.. Argh.. At nung wala nang ArithmeticOverFlow... Whaattaaaffffffff! Bakit 4*3+2 = 100????? Tae nang kalabaw na puti! Mali naman pala ung piniprint ko!
argh....
Posted by Cai at 7.7.06 0 comments
Urine Sample #18: __________
7/6/06
It just more than a month past the hassle registration. The sem is just starting. But piles of papers are left unread, a couple or two articles are left unwritten, and some important questions are left unanswered.. Deadlines had been made but have not been met (as the moment). Cramming is on the sight. Pressures are getting the nerve of me, and I just can't get the hang of
it. People are moving fast forward once more, and I'm still lazying around, worrying about trivial antrocities of life and complaining about ambiguous facts of human equality.
It could have been the same old turtle.. the one who used to walk when I get tired. But, what the heck! I'm just starting my first sem in my third year! I can't find anything to put the blame on, nothing but the little mass of meat in my head that refuses to take any information forced into it.
I don't think I have that much to do. I mean, I just need to finish two problem sets in CS 135 (Algorithm Design and Analysis), prepare for a seatwork (topic: proving correctness of loop invariant), write two news article for Parser, run my scholarship forms, read at least a hundred pages in Social Science, review for the upcoming exams and work as @rte Movement head (Digital Arts and Photography Contest).
Overloaded. Maybe.
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Now, my eyeglasses finally gave up. After three years of service, my first and only eyeglasses broke into halves... literally!
It's hard without it. I could have survived walking in streets, corridor, and not recognizing anyone few feets away. But, please Goodness! I can't have classes without my glasses!!! (whoa, rhyming huh?) Well, just like the lecture classes in CS 140 (Operating Systems) last monday, CS 135 and Stat130 this morning... I just sat and slept until dismissal time. WTF! Now I have to catch up with the discussions I missed, Argh!
Posted by Cai at 6.7.06 0 comments