Now, I can't remember how it was waking up in fear, in pain. I can't remember the feeling of emptiness, of nothingness. I can't remember any of it. Not a single pang.
Just last week I was one little girl running around the space and time continuum, wondering what there is and hoping it's something more, something better, something happier.
Now, my memory sucks in remembering things. I can't remember him - not his face, his smile, his anger, his selfishness, his love. I can't remember anything.
And they say, the heart can only make space for one. And so I think I know why I can't remember. Maybe it's not the mind that forgets but the heart. My heart does. Sometimes.
i remember
1/28/09
Posted by Cai at 28.1.09 3 comments
Labels: delta
Film, Sick. Interest.
1/25/09
Oh hello there, it's been a while. So what's up?
- I'm sick. Cough and colds plus sore throat.
- Shooting the whole weekend. (which deserves a separate loooooooooong post)
- Night out with Aaron. What a nice guy. We ate at Conti's and had coffee at CBTL.
- Swimming at Mica's place last Saturday after the shoot. o.O I think that made me more sick.
- Watched 'Yes Man' with my bestfriend.
- Excited for Baguio trip this weekend.
Posted by Cai at 25.1.09 0 comments
Labels: delta, happiness in a nutshell
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