Urine Sample #8: I'm Sore(y)

I sleep very late but I always manage to wake up early. He usually sleeps earlier than I do but most of the time wakes up later than I do. Sometimes, that kind of thing sores the hell of me.

I don’t know. I just hit the temperature today. I woke up at 7, texted him at 10 that I’ll be going to a PC shop (assuming that he’s already awake, for it’s goddamn late), told him to go online, and to save credit asked him not to reply.

Then bad luck had just blocked my way. The café I used to go to will not be open until 12PM, and I grunted at the one next to it (with no aircon at all and filled with down town kids that smelled like rusty metals).

I don’t have enough bucks so I walked my way home. I felt very irritated with the faucet at my back. I could swear its hell.

So that’s it. I texted him as soon as I got home, telling him this and that blah blah blah. It was childish, I swear, but I really hit the temperature when I found out that he’s still snoring all this time. I almost hated him. I swear it was childish. But you could really hit the temperature with that situation.

So what I did, bullied him with a petty fight. We kept exchanging messages: he kept on being sweet, submissive and all and I kept on bullying him. But I could tell you, he almost lost his temper with me. I really can be so brat when I feel like it, And then I flooded him with I-hate-you’s. But what he did was, he said I really don’t hate him, he said I’m just missing him that’s why I’m acting so childish and all. God could he be so cute I smiled. But still, I kept on sending I-hat-you’s, and he kept on saying I-love-you-more. It kills me. Then there is one message saying “Mahal na mahal kita, mahal ko ang kasupladahan mo, pagkabratinela, at mga tantrums mo. Mahal na mahal kita.”. Boy, it really knocked me out.

Take a guy like Louis as your boyfriend, and say you had a lousy fight and you kept on pampering the fight and kept on sending him I-hate-you’s, what he’ll do, he’ll tell you that you don’t really hate him and he’ll show you how much he loves you. God, could he be so great.
I was sort of sorry I bullied him the whole day. Good thing we ended meeting each other at a mall.

Darn I’m such a lucky girl.