Joornal Entry 5: I'll stop the world and melt with.. with whom?

I feel uninspired. And not needed. And unhappy.

Earlier when I woke up, I asked myself, "Why do I live? Why do I wake up every friggin morning and prep myself to work? Who needs me at work? Who needs me at grad school? Who needs me at all?"

I can't find value or worth or purpose to my life.

I feel drained.