weekend

Yesterday:

• I went to the gym and danced. My body is aching now because that was one hell of a fast hip-hop. ‘Get Your Money Up’ was my LSS for the rest of the day. The lady instructor is so pretty I really can't take my eyes off her. I swear she smiled at me. 
  
• Then I had dinner at Bigby’s Cafe in Megamall Atrium with boiffie. We both ate Uncle Sam's Roast beef, I’m telling you the serving was big enough for two persons. I ordered mango juice but when I saw the guy in the counter making mango shake, I gave the mango juice to boiffie and had mango shake instead. Heee :D
  
• After dinner, boiffie and I scouted Megamall Cyberzone in search for a SATA cable. The bestfriend bought me a SATA hdd for my Mashimaro ( yes, I named the desktop at home Mashimaro <3>
• Boiffie accompanied me to the salon to have my hair cut. Now the hair is short. And there's a little regret somewhere here. 
• We went to Gateway and stayed at Krispy Kreme. I had Hershey’s cookies and cream, he had original glazed. And smooth for both of us. We chatted the night away. And yes, we talked about politics. It was the first time we ever conversed about stuff like that. 
  
• I went home tired but happy. I had fun today. 

Today:

• Yesterday I wished today would be better. I should have wished harder.
  

This week on my Belle de Jour planner

You are not a rose in someone's garden.

You are the architect of your own landscape.

death. and. taxes.

S T A N D O N T O I L E T,
G E T H I G H O N P O T.

Suddenly, I wanna die and donate my organs, all of them. I wanna give my organs to those who need them, to those dying people who are more deserving to live than I do, to those good people who are suffering the pain of a failing body.

My heart is in good condition. I may not be keeping up with my cardio exercises but yeah I think it's good. It has been broken for several times though. There's surely someone out there who would make good use of it.

My liver is healthy. I have done a little drinking for the past two years but I assure you it wouldn't caused even a slight liver scarring.

The kidneys are fine, too. Akshully, the left kidney is. Enuff said.

I can also give away my eyes, it's -150 though. But at least, it's better than being blind, yes? Yes.

Anything left to donate? I'm a fairly healthy person, so are my organs. Take all you want.

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You might be wondering the hell is happening to me. I just finished watching Seven Pounds. It wasn't as good as I expected it to be. But I think it was effective because the movie was able to move me to tears. Or iyakin lang talaga ako.

Meh. Movies. I hate them. They can really get to my head sometimes.

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I sleep now before I akshully go nuts and commit suicide.

my. point. exactly.

When people do horrible things it doesn't always mean that they are horrible persons.

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Im not persecuting you for every shortcomings. I was just trying to teach you a lesson that no one seems to have taught you before.